Everything or Nothing

for some time now, i wanted to write
but i cant seem to find words
and finding the right words wasnt really even in question

i wanted to cry
and run to the person i was expecting to hold me and tell me 'its gonna be alright'
and yet again, for the thousandth time i turned around to realise theres no one there

i dont have the capacity for another round of taichi
and not to mention my heart's lack in tenacity
i cant even recognise what's left of me

when did it become so difficult to grieve and get over
when did i start to feel youth and resilience abadoning me
i cant remember, but i cant forget this feeling

it has never left me

This entry was posted on Monday, April 10, 2006 at 12:39 PM.
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